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Just watched Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children on dvd. I feel so happy :)

My sister's doing PSLE this week. Please pray for her, thanks!!! :D

People are the most complicating creatures on earth.

I feel a bit calmer these days. Maybe cos I've caught up with homework, or projects, or am just working at my own pace, own time. Despite the uncertainties of how to write a uni paper, or a project.. i think, i feel less panicky. Either i've gotta things a bit under control.. or i'm geting old. haha.

Been forgetting things lately.. rather scary. Perhaps it's due to lack of sleep. *shrugs*

One step at the time.

I need new clothes (or to lose weight, heh heh) Order of MUM. She saw me in my green collared fox shirt and started fingering it:

Mum: This shirt's so tattered.. is it supposed to be like that? It's so faded!!!
Me: Yes mum..
Mei: Yah! this is the design what
(good old mei)
Mum: It is NOT like that! It's old!!! My gosh!!!
(our efforts in vain, rofl)

As we grow older.. our priorities change. Our lives become busier.. time seems to pass so much faster. Now it's busy with sch, next will be busy with work. Truthfully.. it seems like a rather dull life ahead, lol.

I know it's not the best time.. but it makes me wonder.. why exactly am i busy? I mean, duh with uni, but it all seems as though i'm doing it for the sake of doing it. It all seems so.. meaningless. I mean, for JC = A levels. For Uni = degree/honours. I wanted to do honours, but now i'm not too sure if i still want to. It's more prestigious.. but.. do i have passion for my to-be major?

Haha, for those wondering.. I still very much dislike uni.

Apologies for the messiness- it's 1.30am in the morning. Yes i know.. i shld sleep :Þ

Thursday, Oct. 05, 2006[1:11 a.m.]

New blog. - Thursday, Oct. 19, 2006
heading to the movie theatres - move it! :Þ - Wednesday, Oct. 11, 2006
one step at a time - Thursday, Oct. 05, 2006
pullin up those damn socks. - Wednesday, Sept. 27, 2006
hope - Friday, Sept. 22, 2006